Sitting alone in a quiet jungle
Wishing I could sweep a wand over my life
To wash me clean
To start all over again
In my mother’s womb.
How good I would be
How clean I would keep my slate
If only, if only.
In a flash, my soul was encompassed in darkness
My spirit snuffed out
Not a flicker of life
I was old
Too old for my years
Worn out and tired
Close to death.
Then a light
Within my reach
With every groping move, it came nearer
Until I was consumed
Crying out for mercy
Pity for my self, my dying soul
Then peace
Safe and soothing
Soft and warm
Curled up and waiting
Almost crushed
Then another light
Coming from the inside
My skin, soft and free
Untouched and innocent
A clean slate
A spirit alive
A dead man breathing
Born again.